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2010-06-20T20:53:00.000+08:00

COMPLICATED......
为什么这么难琢磨你的一切。。。。。。。。。。
我好累可是我不会放弃的，因为我太爱你了。。。。。。。。

2010-05-10T19:45:00.003+08:00

Since the skool started on april until nw,i am very busy.
The heavy workload has given me more stress and exhaustion.
I tot this would be good as by making myself busy,
i can forget some of the bad memories.

However,sometimes a scar will always remain as a scar,
no matter how hard we try to cover the ugly, dirty scars,
in the end it will be visible.
Just now when I was in the bus,the thing jus came back into my mind again!!
The music that I listen just simply matches it.
No matter how i shuffle the song list,
it will appear those song that suits my Emo feeling.

I don like this Emo feeling and i know its not good,
but sometimes its very hard not to be Emo when you are feeling 'low'
and seeing that whatever I do have gone to a waste and not getting back in return.
Short,Stupid,Useless,Ugly---I am in all these category(although im not in the extreme end of all this category)

I am tired of making people laugh with fake smile.
On the other hand,I also dont want to express my exhaustion to my friends around me
as I know they have their own problems.
I am tired of becoming a clown in front of everybody
when sometimes people may not appreciate.I am really tired.......

Lastly,I hope that after reading this post(hope that got people will read),
you all will not take it into your heart
as this is the onli medium that i can express my super 'low' feeling.
Furthermore,I dont want you all to add more problems into your mind.
I will recover asap....Thx lots.

2010-04-10T11:36:00.002+08:00

在这几年的努力与奋斗，我得到了什么？

我成长了多少？

在这几年的执著与坚持，你又得到了什么？

你又成长了多少？

我们真的要这样子的度过一年又一年吗............

2010-03-29T16:43:00.005+08:00

我覺得你需要勇氣。。。

我也覺得我需要勇氣。。。

我更覺得我們需要勇氣。。。

Why do people like to go back to the past?
Why are some people be taken for granted?
Why are some people not appreciative of others?
Why do some people's action are seen by so many people but not the person he/she love?

2010-03-23T12:24:00.005+08:00

這則愛情感人的故事與大家分享。。。

背你上楼的男人

她是城市的白领,他是城市的扛包工人.高中毕业后,两个人划着完全不同的青春轨迹.

可是,他们依然保持着恋人的关系.仅仅是保持着. 白天,她在公司里喝正宗的雀巢咖啡,

下班后,她吃他买来的廉价的冰棍;中午,她品味着公司里精致的饭菜,

晚上,他带她去脏兮兮的饭馆吃并不正宗的兰州拉面.

她认为,自己的生活太不协调.

这样的恋情,从开始的那一天,便仿佛注定了某一种结局.

他每天去接她,然后送到她所居住的白领公寓的电梯口,道一声晚安,匆匆离去.

那天她突然想撒娇,她说背我上去吧!

他看了看电梯,电梯运转良好,然后他回头,说,好.

他没问理由. 他背着她,从一楼开始,慢慢向上爬.爬到一半他累了,他说休息一下好不好,

她突然来了兴致,娇嗔着说不行.

他就真的没有休息,一直爬到她的寓所所在的13楼.

她问他累不累,他说累,比扛包累.她知道他说的是真的, 她有了一丝感动.

但他们还是分手了.因为有时候,仅有感动,并不能够将爱情维持.

爱情的本身,除了感动,好象还有太多的琐碎.

城市里并不缺少一个扛包工人,所以他回到乡下.

他偶尔会给她打电话,告诉她他现在种着大棚,挣了一些钱.她听着,淡淡的.

那时她已经有了新的男友,门当户对的,可以充门面,协调生活的那种.

然后某一天,他有一次打来电话,说他攒够了五千元钱,这些钱可以在乡下娶老婆了.

她发现,突然间,自己的眼角,竟然有些湿润.

她新交的男友也是每天接她下班,送她至电梯,很绅士地道一声晚安,

然后离去某一天她说,背我上去吧.

男友说 ,行..那时电梯停在一楼,男友背起她,飞快地冲进电梯.她伏在男友的背上,

与电梯一起爬升,心却在飞快地下沉.

男友嘿嘿笑着,好象对自己这个带着幽默的小伎俩很是满意.

那一天,她没有接受男友照例的吻别.

她给他打电话,她问他那五千块钱花出去了吗?

然后她便发现自己泪流满面.他说花出去了。

她扔掉了电话,那一刻,她觉得自己正在失去整个世界.

几天后她在电梯门口看到他,他的手里拿着一枚戒指,很高档.

他把戒指扬了扬,说, 五千块.她乐了. 然后她开始哭泣,哭得一塌糊涂.

她说背我上去?他说好.然后他背着她,一步步爬着楼梯.途中他累了,

他说这次让不让休息,她说不行不行.

他就沉默着,一直爬到了13层.

这时她想,如果一个男人,肯背着一个女人爬最漫长的楼梯,

甚至可以不问理由, 那么,这个女人,还有什么理由拒绝他呢?

她给了他一个长久热烈的吻。

If I have the chance,I will do the same thing...trust mi..i will

2010-03-11T09:57:00.002+08:00

Haiz.....sick this wk!!!!cannot do anything.....
keep coughing and coughing and coughing....
throat sore like anytime can burn off like that.....
hope can recover soon....
The more sick I am the more I tink of U...
The more I tink of U the more sick I am....
LOL...so complicated.......
Off to cook lunch.....
-sign off-

2010-03-02T23:03:00.000+08:00

我是個失敗的男人。。。。haiz......

2010-02-22T21:59:00.003+08:00

爲什麽你每次都在我心情不好的時候火上加油！！
爲什麽我總是你發火的對象！！
爲什麽不管我做的多少你都好像沒有東西發生這樣。。。
我真的好累好累啊。
最近做什麽東西都失敗。
希望你能是我振作起來的對象吧。

i have fulfilled my promise what about you??

2010-02-15T14:22:00.004+08:00

Today is the second day of chinese new year and i cannot go to my uncle's house!!!!!
Becos i nid to study for the upcoming exam....:(
I feel that this year dont have the CNY "QI FEN" alr lo...
Every year i am craving for de festival is CNY...but this yr i jus don knw y i don feel like im celebrating CNY..maybe is becos of the past 3 wks exhastion of rushing projects and the upcoming exams bah....
I really wan to score well for my exams but on the other hand i nid the motivation to study hard...
Hope that i will succeed and jus a gentle reminder to all my friends and love ones,
CNY period pls control urself by nt eating too much oily, fried and heaty food.And drink lots lots of water!!!!!For those who falls ill during CNY period,althought those foods r tempting but if U wan to recover fast fast...thn stop eating that and oso drink plenty of water like u never drink water in ur life B4:)
Once again, Happy New Year to everyone
Happy Long Holiday to the working adults
Happy studying for poly students

The feeling that occurs 4 yrs ago came back again and its getting deeper this time.......

2010-02-08T23:55:00.002+08:00

TODAY I M VERY VERY VERY VERY HAPPY!!!

=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

hope there r more chance in the future.......

2010-02-07T10:33:00.002+08:00

很多人都相信，人的一切都是由命运安排。倘若我们自己不踏出第一步，我们又怎么会知道将来的命运会如何呢.........

很多人都相信，人与人之间的缘分也已被安排。但是如果我们自己也不踏出自己的那一步，我们又怎么会知道我们的缘分在何处呢？？

明明对方已经走了自己的两三步了但是你却原地不动，那么缘分将如何开花结果呢？？

还是你的忧郁也是已经被安排了呢？？

Always remind myself must have a positive mindset!!!^^v

2010-02-03T19:14:00.002+08:00

Finally this blog is alive again!!!!credited to MG!!!!!!haha....thx fer helping me to find this blogskin and i love it alot alot alot kays.....I will try to post more positive stuff in this blog and oso blog more often..exams are round the corner and oso chinese new year!!!hope i can enjoy and oso in the meantime work hard for my coming exams!!!!!

target:At least an A in one of my module...

我希望你会明白。。。

2009-12-06T16:42:00.003+08:00

haha...yesterdae my bd and had a brand new experience and i shall nt elaborate on this.....
haha.....18 liaozzz....finally!!!waited fer so long and finally finally...........i shall stay happi from todae onwards!!!!!!(see it can last how long....)...and had a loft staying frm last wed to last fri....
it was fun and we r getting more and more and more close liaozz......hope our friendship will last forever!!!!!!!!!!!!!and thx to all those ppl that wishes mi !!!!!!!!btw CALVIN CALL MI FASTER GO FIND A STEAD SO THAT NXT TIME GO OUT GT PPL PEI JO TALK!!!haha...is nt i don wan u knw!!!mus see the girl wan or nt leiii!!!!!!!!
AND in conclusion i tink i had a good wk bahXx.....
hope nxt wk will be a good onezz!!!=)

2009-11-29T17:16:00.002+08:00

todae went to pc show and realise that i wanted to see de things neve sell ther!!!lol....pass a quite meaningful week bah i suppose!?somedaes are super happy becos *** *** ** *** ** *** **** ****** ** **** **** ****!!but somedaes are super sad becos i saw something!!!!lol.....hope the coming wk will be a good one and hope that the loft is nt fully book by other ppl!!!!i shall stop here and continue to rot at home!!!!!!lolzzzzzzz

sometimes the pain jus come without any warning.......

2009-11-23T14:36:00.003+08:00

She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up,
Till I close my eyes.
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know.

And though she's so far away,
It just keeps getting stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on

So tell me, where do I start
'Coz it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Chorus:
Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
But only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope & pray
'Coz heaven knows.

My friends keep telling me
That if you really love her,
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in time
I'll know she's mine

But tell me, where do I start
'Coz it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go(Repeat Chorus except last line)

Bridge:
'Coz heaven knows
Why I live in despair
'Coz wide awake or dreamin',
I know she's never there
And all the time I act so brave,
I'm shakin' inside
Why does it hurt me so?
(Repeat Chorus)
Heaven knows... heaven knows.

2009-11-13T23:53:00.003+08:00

Its raining heavily now and my whole bodi is feeling extremely cold....
but i found that my heart is the coldest as compared to my whole bodi....
i miss the past 2 wks and i oso hate the past two wks....
so many things r inside my head now.....
a person which did nt talk to mi for a long time alr suddenly told mi something that somehow motivated mi and thx fer spending ur presious time talking to mi which u can use fer mugging!!!!lol...the person said "Yi Ge Ren Yi Sheng Zhong Bu Ke Neng Zhi Xi Huan Guo Yi Ge Ren and sometimes is wrong sometimes is right".....
So i tink maybe this time i had gone into the wrong forest bah!!!
There r many other trees in other forest...
And i jus wan to tell u that i jus wanna be good frenz wit u!!!!
I knw i am too hush and my action is abit too fast...
but i jus cant control myself and i will nt disturb u in the future liao...
i knw im nt that good and thus i shld nt be so selfish by keep disturbing u....

Once again,
Im sorry....
forget bout mi and continue ur life....
i will be happi if u r happi de...
I LOVE U......:'(

2009-11-10T20:15:00.002+08:00

How does it feel to be rejected by love.

When you love the person and she doesn't really love you back.

Although love is the one that makes you feel different from the rest.

When I show that I love it,

but it doesn't show the true love back.

You wonder beyond as to what else is there to do,

Should I wait around until the person loves you.

Or should I continue to search for the best;

the true love that makes me different from the rest.

Am I rushing love to fast,

Should I let it rest or blow away to be the past?

I love you .....

I am really really tired...so so so tired....

I tried my best to let mi rest and don tink

but truely speaking I CANT....

I always pretend that i m very happi or

high infront of others...but but......haizz

Maybe I should not hav msg u todae..:(

Or even i should nt hav known u.....:'(

你说你是个好朋友

可是我要的不只是好朋友！！！

2009-11-09T20:50:00.002+08:00

In greek mythology, it's said that humans were originally created with 4 arms, 4 legs, and a head with two faces. Fearing their power, Zeus split them apart and condemned then to spend their whole lives searching for their missing halves.

I knw its been a long time since i blog....sorry to those i had disappointed them...i promise u all that is i gt time starting frm todae..i will blog de....=)

2009-05-16T21:46:00.003+08:00

donnoe why...the feeling that was three years ago came back again....
haizz..it started wit yesterdae night......
maybe or maybe nt....
i could nt erase u frm my mind bahXx...
off to mug le....
-sign out-

2009-05-06T19:50:00.002+08:00

studying in mac now!!!!still cant figure out my electrical lo....
WAT IS KVL and wat is DVC!!!!
nvm...working hard to solve those problems!!!
btw saw shermaine when i step into the mac...
she and mi was like shock...
mi-why so coincidence to meet her here..
she-Eng Teck will still come to mac study when he is in poly!!!
I was like huh??i gt so bad lazy meh???
if poly gt so slack thn good liao lo....
last time listen to alot of seniors say that poly is very slack de..even my bro oso like that say...
thn i was like believing them lo...
thn when i gt my timetable i was like...
y everydae until 5 sia!!!!
thn everydae go home still nid to revise cause not quite understand wat the lecturer say....
i totally agree wit mg lo....
i really miss sec skool life!!!!
haizz....hope time will goes very very very fast until nxt yr bah=DD

dinner at circuit road tml??

2009-05-03T11:09:00.002+08:00

HAIZ!!!Y MY POLY MODULE IS ALL ABOUT MATH MATH AND PHYSIC PHYSIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHA>>GOING TO DIE IN THE FORMULA LIST LO!!!!
hmm...need to work extra hard to solve those problem...
tomorrow is my presentation dae...hope my speech will be fine and i can present to the lecturer in a FORMAL way...haha...
I tink this is the first time in my entire life(except o lvl period),i am mugging seriously in the weekend lo...This will goes on for another three yrs!!!haizz...
Everydae in the skool frm 9 to 5 except mon...which is 1 to 5....actually same lo...
btw o lvl r round the corner...hope my frenz will study seriously bah...
and hope they can come np!!!!especially ppl live near mi de....like that can go skool tgt mah!!!
haha....=D
off to mug le!!!!!cheerzz=D

2009-04-27T00:00:00.003+08:00

haha.todae is quite a meaningful dae fer mi....
talk to kinxing and kelly jie jie for quite a long hr..
hmmm....the content i shall not say out cause its our secret and mission!!!
haha...btw i wan to upload a video about the ECE FOC and oso the Dance4fund thingy...
THX TO JENNY AH!!!!!I GT MENTION UR NAME OK!!!!!!
haha....really thx to her and oso the ECE Dance4fund members,the GLs,the Logistics,the Seniors,the members of Jokers and last but nt least the members of ABB!!!!
haha....
Is u all give mi all the joys for the start of my poly life and i hope that our friendship will carry on and on until we old!!!!!!

2009-04-25T00:41:00.011+08:00

yo guys and galz!!!!!

this wk is the start of my poly life!!!!

its quite a dry and long wk fer mi!!!!

everydae 9am reach skool thn at night 9pm thn reach home lo!!!

Yuan Lai Poly life oso got stress de lo...haizz....

mus cope wit the stress lo and in poly everybody is saying percentage lo...

jus like sec skool saying L1R5 like that...haizz...

Btw lucky got the bunch of ECE Danceteam to brighten mi upm this wk!!!!

really hav fun wit them fer the past few wks and oso not forgetting the jokers la!!!!

haha...here r some pictures to share la.....enjoy!!!

btw video will be coming up once its ready!!!

Fnally,i wan to say is I Love U Guyz And Galz frm the danceteam yea!!!

We Rock and to Kenny:We r nt monkeys ok!!!!We r the BEST OF THE BEST!!!!

2009-04-10T23:22:00.003+08:00

Jus came back frm ah ma house...haha..todae her birthdae!!!!
saw all of my cousin have slowly grown up le...
have a feeling like im older and older lo..
somemore go camp oso i one person yr 91 de in my group!!!
haha....nvm...older more mature..can chiong scholarship liao...
haha...really hope this time round i can really focus on my studies and don be influence by anything...those who knw mi well should knw wat is the anything....
pls pls pls...may god give mi the power...
this wk will be a busi wk fer mi....
tml and sundae sao mu
mon and tue go skool fer dance training
wed shld be going out fer a movie
thur shld be rest at home
fri go skool fer induction programme..
haha...so anyone wan find mi can onli find mi at night bahXx..=D
finally wan to wish those fren in sec skool can study hard cause chance onli gt one so pls treasure..don become like mi...=(
and those in poly third yr can complete thir project and get their diploma successfully
those working can don kena sack!!haha(choy!!!)
And those tonight cannot slp can find mi!!!!i will be active until 1 to 2 plus!!!
jiayouz everyone!!!!!!

JOKER HUAT AH!!!!!

2009-04-06T01:57:00.003+08:00

haha....i knw i long long time nebe update le....
hee....now i am updating fer the sick of updating...
haha...btw knw alot of ppl in the camp lo..
esp the gal i disturbing now!!she like branded monkey!!!and chocolate!!!
haha...lol...lame.....
will update more when there r things fer mi to update!!hee
goodnights guyz and gals!!!=DD

2009-01-01T10:23:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYBODY!!!!
haha...yesterdae went to watch twilight....
overall is quite a fine movie to mi onli la...
haha...maybe i hav high expectation for this movie bah
cause alot of ppl say nice mah!!!!
but the romance part in the movie is so touching lo..
inside got one part is when the girl(isabella) knew that the boy(edward)is a vampire
she told him that"im not afraid of you,but im afraid of losing you"
WOW..haha...if i got a gf that tell the the second part of the dialogue i will love her like xiao lo...
haha....
And remember some vampires are VEGETARIAN OK!!!!!
haha....
ok gtg...hehe
have a successful year ahead to everyone!!!!=D

2008-12-29T23:38:00.003+08:00

yo...went to watch ip man jus now after work..hee
for ue information..is called "Eep Mun" and not "I""P" Man!!!
haha...overall quite a good movie...
blog again the dae after tml bah..cause maybe tml will be watching movie wit dong hua ge..heehee...Nitez everybody!!!!

咏春，叶文！！！

你的未来的路是你自己选择的！！！

2008-12-27T01:08:00.002+08:00

周华建-孤枕难眠

告诉我你等待的是我
告诉我你不要再错过
你闪烁的眼眸
仿佛有些话始终
无法说出口
你快对我说
别害怕没有把握

告诉我你曾失去太多
告诉我你也害怕寂寞
我知道你无法
去摆脱过去失败
挫折的伤痛
你快对我说
别总是不知所措

想着你的黑夜
我想着你的容颜
反反复复孤枕难眠
告诉我你一样不成眠
告诉我你也盼我出现
想着你的黑夜
我想着你的容颜
反反复复孤枕难眠
告诉我你想我千百遍
告诉我一切都会实现

(music)
告诉我你曾失去太多
告诉我你也害怕寂寞
我知道你无法
去摆脱过去失败
挫折的伤痛
你快对我说
别总是不知所措
我想着你的黑夜
我想着你的容颜
反反复复孤枕难眠
告诉我你一样不成眠
告诉我你也盼我出现
想着你的黑夜
我想着你的容颜
反反复复孤枕难眠
告诉我你想我千百遍
告诉我一切都会实现

我想着你的黑夜
我想着你的容颜
反反复复孤枕难眠
告诉我你一样不成眠
告诉我你也盼我出现
想着你的黑夜
我想着你的容颜
反反复复孤枕难眠
告诉我你想我千百遍
告诉我一切都会实现

2008-12-25T17:21:00.009+08:00

haha..back frm BBQ!!!

had torn in East Coast for a dae....

and i really torn ok!!!!!

all slp le thn i like security guard like that sat on the chair that dong hua ge had brought

haha....nt i don wan to slp is i cant slp lo....

i tink onli one person knw y..haizz..

Todae is Christmas day....wish all peeps out there Merry Christmas

and do spend ur time wisely.....

the year is coming to a end but i feel that i had not done anything useful nad seems that the year has been gone into waste lo...

1)has many [yi han] in the O lvl.....

2)made many ppl disappointed....

3)spending too much time slacking....

still got many more lo...not convenient to review..hahas

Lastly i will upload some picture taken in the BBq la..

peeps...enjoy!!!!=D

posing on the chair=D

In the tent version 1

In the tent version 2

wat we did fer countdown!!

wat we play until 2.30am..oops=x

last dae nth to do so.....

2008-12-16T19:32:00.002+08:00

this few daes very very tired lo!!!!
suddenly i got tonnes and tonnes of stock to pack and
tonnes and tonnes of equipment to keep lo...
haiss....kena cut by penknife so many times...
but i had learn something frm this...
i realize that when i am busy doing work...i will not anyhow think!!!
thats a good sign...i tink mg's words lo...i should be more optimistic..
i should think more positively lo....
haha....i will work hard de....=DD
christmas is coming!!!
Hope that this year de christmas will be a memorable one fer mi bahXx...

2008-12-14T01:45:00.002+08:00

yea!!!back to blog again le....finally got time to blog le....
actually come back frm malaysia for a long time le lo...
but reach singapore at 1 plus in the midnight mah...thn the rest of the daes all working..
thn jiu no time blog lo..............
btw hor....firstly i nid to apologize to those who had msg mi to wish mi happi birthdae...
cause u all knw la..my phone got problem u knw!!!haha...some of u all de msg i never receive..until mandy told mi lo....(even get scolding frm her lo....haha..jkjk)
so those who had wish mi de..pls pls let mi knw k...haha....
another thing is i would like to introduce a recent movie to u all....that is "the day when the earth stood still"
it is a very nice movie that let us reflect about ourselves....don wait until really "end of the world"le thn regret lo.....

recently i had read on a chi book which is about the topic LOVE...
hav learn alot through this book lo...
i tink everybody should really think deeply of this topic lo...
thinking that starting a relationship cool but at the end had to face the torture of breaking up.....早知如此，何必当初...hais
I always had a bad feeling in my heart of having a crush at someone...
cause it is torturing when the person don like mi or did not notice mi lo...hais..:(
am i that worse???
hmm...maybe u all can tell mi bahXx
recently i don knw y always like to stay at home alone looking at my room's wall and think..
think bout wat??actually i dono lo....anything thing lo...
frm friendship to relationship to family lo.....
chirstmas is coming le worz..
hav receive some presents le.. but still haven buy anything for anyone sia.......
nid to find time go buy bahXx...

haha...i had written so many and finally feel so good!!!!
i believe that tomorrow will be a more better dae bahXx
don always think and stay at the past!!!!
i still hav a bright future!!!!!
jiayouz everyone!!!!

你把我带到了天堂。。
但是又把我从天堂打入了地域。。
你哪里可以这么残忍！！！:'(

Tags replies:
Leon:ok
pikhueii:stop spamming!!!!haha…update le..=D
minggui:ya lo..no time mah..now update le lor..=D

2008-12-04T11:45:00.002+08:00

this will be the last time before i go to malaysia..haha..
yesterdae went to parkway wit mandy to shop...
heehee..actually is i shop onli la..
buy two G2000 short sleeve de shirt lo...
sian...spent money again!!!!
going to pok liao lo...
hope my pay will come faster bahxx...
after shop thn we walk to katong there...
actually wan buy donut de lo...
thn too late le the shop close le...
hais...thn she ta bao food fer her sis..
thn we sit at the bus top talk talk talk until almost 5 bus gone le lo....
she almost don hav last bus to go home liao lo...
haha..lucky got..if not i don knw how she going to go home lo...
lol....
nice talking to her bout last time primary school de life lo...
and some secondary school de la...
hope to mit up wit frenz soon bahXx..

LASTLY wishing william ADVANCE HAPPI BIRTHDAE!!
haha....will blog after i come back bahXX..=DD

tags replies:
Kelly:okok..sure...when the dae come closer thn plan lo..=D

2008-12-02T22:59:00.003+08:00

its been a long time since i blog..
hmm...last wk went to 6/10 de chalet...
have alot of fun and alot of things i cannot forget de lo...
this wk went wit them to celebrate my bd..
they r really good lo...
thx u all man!!!!
and btw..thank you
1-mandy for ur cute cute de keychain!!!
2-da ge, er ge and er sao for the liverpool jeasey!!!!
haha...
going to malaysia frm 4 to 8 dec..
hope to meet up soon wit u all after my malaysia trip bahXx

如果可以回到过去我想回到十一月二十六号的那一晚！！！=（

tags replies:
pikehueii:no timeblog mah...=D
LeoN:u never see wrong..haha...i always wan it lo...but seems don hav worz..
Kelly:relink le...haha..btw thx yea..hee

2008-11-22T21:53:00.005+08:00

working for a wk at network hardware resale had let mi learn alot of things...
and oso improve my eng abit lo....
haizz...the workers there r friendly and good lo...
they had taught mi alot..
however..mondae will be a new working atmosphere fer mi le lo...
changing job to Rohde and Schwarz System and Communication Asia Pte Ltd..
haha...the company name very long.....
hope that the workers there r good and roughly the same age as mi bahXx..

Todae rot at home the whole dae...haizz
don feel like going out...
emo-ing the whole dae
thinking of alot of things..
saw william's blog suddenly feel like he is in the same situation as mi...
really lo...i always become a lamer to let ppl laugh...
but i oso need somebodi who can really let mi laugh right!!
haizz...who will be the one that will really make mi laugh??

往事只能回味!!
time waits fer no men neither women..
so use ur time wisely...

tags replies:
Nick:pls don scold vulgarities at my tagboard..thx!!
pikehueii:three dae one not enough??haha
The One You Hate The Most:thn u continue to hav ur fun lo...LAMER!!!
LeoN:im always alive ok!!!haha..ya my blog jus reopen...欢迎光临=D

2008-11-20T22:27:00.005+08:00

This two daes as usual went to work in the morning...
hav to cope wit three type of english...
1-Indian English
2-American English
3-Singapore English
so yesterdae i was quite confuse wit the language they speaking..
but todae i sort of partly comprehended it lo...

yesterdae night went to orchard to find joanna after work...
thn i realize that she was eating in n.y.d.c
haha...saw winnie as she work there...
she shouted at me when i was outside jack's place but i was like
gong gong de walk all de way in front of her thn cannot see her...
haha...that was quite funny..
joanna ate the "ugly cake"
eventually it really look quite ugly bahXx...
hav a good talk winnie and long time no disiao her lo...
so most of the conversation is disturb each other bahXx..
haha...
afterwhich went around walking part of the orchard wit joa...
go takashimaya...thn wisma...thn go back takashimaya....thn suddenly rain when we wanted to go home....
haha...
few more hrs will be joa birthdae!!!
wish you happi 17th birthdae in advance....
hehe....
rmb faster call yu ting and arrange a time bahXx...
yu ting oso another busy person...
i tink busy playing mahjong bahXx..jkjk...hee
miss those daes studying tgt lo...haizz
wang shi zhi neng hui wei!!!!

tags replies:
The One You Hate The Most:I think u shld stop spamming ppls tagboard le...this happens not onli to mi!!!!
pikhueii:Ya..haha...its a long time since i blog..=D

2008-11-17T21:01:00.003+08:00

todae went to work at changi business park....
when i first step into the company i was like woohoo!!!
the company consist of mostly the americans and the company is big lo....
somemore inside the company oso alot of computer parts lo....
hais...
but the sad thing is i only work there fer a wk and only a temp packer lo...
feeling quite sad todae...
cause
firstly i am all alone for the whole dae and it is going to happen fer this whole wk...
secondly is i fall sick le!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i don like falling sick lo...
btw i tink oso nobodi likes to fall sick la...
so i can consider as talking rubbish lo....
lol....
hope to meeet up wit frenz soon bahx..
really miss those daes in school lo..
i miss
the teachers' scolding
the classmates' disturbing
the laughter
the sorrow
the daes we were united lo...

HAIS..:(

2008-11-16T22:09:00.004+08:00

heehee....
todae went to malaysia wit my brother and frenz...
hav alot of fun...
haahaa..
btw..SORRY JOANNA!!!
nebe pei u go chalet..
i knw u very sian..
and elene oso ah...
never reply ur impt msg..
cause i in malaysia mah....expensive..

hais..tml start work le...
now feeling very cold
cause i think i fall sick le worz:(
hope that i can recover soon bahx..
good nitez to all of u out there!!

tags replies:
The One You Hate The Most-u who worz??i wont hate ppl de leii!!!haahaa=DD

2008-11-15T15:16:00.002+08:00

yo everyone!!!!!!
haahaa....
im BACK!!!
i knw i had mia for a veri long time le....
it is because
firstly,my com spoil for about almost three mth le lor
secondly,i was preparing fer my o lvl

Now....O lvl is over and finally i can relax le lor....
this yr de o lvl are quite ok la...
onli SS lo!!!
hais...study three topic but nothing come out...
I am really dumbfounded lo..

Now Os r over and no nid go to skool le...
sometimes find it weird lo...
haahaa..
miss all my frenz lo....heehee...
but...u guys out there!!!!
i will never forget u all de!!!!

finally...this is a video clip done by BBT..
i will remember u guyz...

2008-04-30T12:52:00.002+08:00

yoz...long time no blog le sia...
haha...todae no skool so got time to blog..
nowadays no com use le sia..
veri sian lo...
i wan a LAPTOP!!!
haha...
i cant stand my old pantium 4 com lo...
so slow!!!!
it let mi think that i am also like a pantium 4 com...
so stupid lo...midyr de exam so easy but yet i don knw how to do lo....
haizz....
i mus work hard already lo..
cannot like that until o lvl de lo.....
k la....
going out le...
nxt time thn blog bah!!!

the only thing i can do now is wait............

2008-03-10T22:17:00.004+08:00

If I were blue
would you be there for me
And whisper in my ears that's okay
Would you stand by me
let me hold you tight
And say you love me one more time

If I feel good
would you slow dance with me
And touch my lips with tender love and care
Would you die for me
would you run with me
And never look back

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away...
Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away
Would you be there...

if i am away
would you still think of me
and wish that you could hold me now, (hold me now)
and would you die for me
would you run with me
all the way

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away...
Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there
to kiss my pain away
would u be there...

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away...
Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there
to kiss my pain away
would u be there..for me.

haiss.....don knw wan to tell u or not lo....
i am scare that u find out but yet wan u to find out lo....
haiss....
ITS So Complicated
let nature take course bahxx...:'(

2008-03-03T19:18:00.002+08:00

haizz...its been a long time since i blog le....
o lvl is tuff...i lost energy to battle for the final race lo...
haizz...when i am typing all these words...my head is painfull and i am catching a cold soon..
sometimes i feel that...if trouble don wan to fall on u....u will be living in comfort life....
but if trouble wans to fall on u...u will be suffering worse thn in hell lo....
haizz..i don knw y suddenly i feel like blogging lo...
daes r busy until no time to blog sia....
i knw u all will think..really meh??
it is up to u to believe lo....

btw i knw that u also having lots of stress in de jc...
hope that u and mi will survive and win the last race lo...

2008-02-04T19:06:00.000+08:00

TAGS REPLIES

huixin:ok..now i posting

germaine:u change link thn never tell mi de new add??lol..haha

u shld knw mi:i donnoe u r who but can u stop spamming my tagboard???

lamest ppl:now updating

hmm...actually don feel anymore le...when blogging i will tink of the past

which i don wish to remember of!!!!

sian....this wk is another dry wk lo.....veri sian....

getting to broke soon....

no more money...

chinese new year is round the corner...

but it seems like normal daes to mi...

nth change....hw is getting more and more.....

sadness is gaining oso....

i hav no courage to speak up to u...

fate seems like going more further thn the past...

i hav lesser chance to see u....

this few daes shld be some fun daes wit my frenz but i choose nt to go out...

i was sitting on my rocking chair and staring at my house's window...

looking at the sky out there...

thinking of how can i change to become a more better person...
in-terms of internal and external.....

i am very confuse....

thinking frm the past since i step into secondary skool till now...

wat hav i actually done??

i could not get an answer...

can someone give mi an answer???

or rather ask urself....wat hav u done in ur whole entire life???

loitering under void deck??

gambling under void deck??

create unecessary trouble??

or go straight home after skool to study???

haizz....thats the thing which makes ppl think that life is colourless...

life is full of colour if u use it wisely...

haizz....but i think most ppl in this world...

until they step into the casket...they still don knw wat they r actually doing in their whole entire life....

life is full of love....

no matter is u give out or recieve...

last wk....i hav taken some photos wit my sistersand nuer!!!!

haha....is ur feel that its disgusting pls jus click the cross button on the top right hand corner jiu can liao!!!!

winnie and mi...

joanna and mi....

jaslyn and mi....

i hope that there will be a change in mi after new year bahxx...

haha....i hope so...and i really do.....=DD

2008-01-19T09:02:00.000+08:00

todae is saturdae....but i am waking up veri early!!!:'(
cause i nid to clear up my desk and my drawers!!!
sian...but at least better thn my bro la....
still be able to hav the chance to blog before clearing up!!!
thurdae went to ngee ann poly open house...
saw soler having concert at there!!!!
woohooo.....1st time watch concert in skool sia!!!
haha....
saw many friends frm other skool there!!!!
like yen onn,ester,boon xiong...etc!!
im still donnoe wat course i wan to go lo!!!
haha....maybe engineering bahxx....
tatas peeps!!!!
hav to start work liao lo.....
if not my bro!!!!
haha....don wish to elaborate!!!
after working thn blog bahx...=D

2008-01-15T19:13:00.000+08:00

yo!!!everydae is a raining dae!!!

ur heart seems to be colder and colder towards mi le...

haizz...still not in study mood lo....

die liao la...i wan go poly de leii!!

yesterdae hab a crazy night wit my broz and sisz and frenz....

we r celebrating mok de birthdae...

haha....

happi 17th birthdae!!!!

(the cake)

(the people)

(the money)

btw this thursday i am going to ngee ann poly wit my sch!!!

haha...hope that u will go sia....but ur ans to mi is "NO"im lazy!!!
haizz...nvm lo...hope that ur result will be gd bahxx...

btw here got a bad news!!!

SHAWN IS BACK TO SEC 5A!!!!

haha...jkjk la...

its his own choice mah...

i cannot force him de!!!

haha...hope that i can be more happi bahxx...

i don like to post in my post that i am emo de loh!!!
but its a fact rite..=(

btw..those who haben watch one miss call de...pls pls pls....

don go and watch...its wasting of money and time lo....

hope that tml will be a fresh and fantastic dae bahxx...

no matter wats ur choice...

i jus wan u to be happy...

and i will always be there fer u de!!!

2008-01-02T19:37:00.000+08:00

todae is the first dae of skool....
when i was sitting in the bus....
many memory come into my mind.....
5 yrs ago,i was sitting in the
same bus
same time
same clothes
to the skool.....
but the only thing different is the feeling inside my heart.....

When i first step into the skool....
i quickly went to the place where sec 5 students gather...
found myself ended up in 5A....
felt rather happy anyway....
haha...
maybe i am abit racist bahxx...
cause 5B mostly are malay...
which i tink if i go their class i would not be able to study well....
hmm...
i am promising myself that this yr will be my last yr and i really will work hard and strive for my best score de!!!
since i decided to come back to sec5...i mus not waste my time playing throuhout my final yr lo..

In 5A...there are alot of my friend and got my brother buan tong and nu er joanna.....
haha...
but i still think that alot of ppl is missing lo....
feel rather restless todae...(cause miss haida is talking alot and setting alot of rules!!!)
haha...no offends=DD

haizz....no cyrus in class de daes very weird lo...
we
play together
laugh at ppl together
disturb ppl together
copy together(but many times is he copy mi de...haha)
go toilet together(but we r not gay!!!)
sleep in class together(cause when he slp thn i find myself restless so slp lo!!!!haha...=p)
scold by teacher together
kena punish together
haizz....there r too many memories le la....
really miss those daes frm sec1 to sec4 lo=(

btw...don hav calvin in skool oso veri weird lo..
we
go to skool together
laugh at ppl together
disturb ppl together
kick soccer together
go to 121 together(those who knw us they will knw)
go home together
and many more la.....

really really veri miss u two sia...
hope that we will meet more often bahxx....=)

todae the whole dae is raining
i slowly become restless
i nid time to adapt to this kind of atmosphere
hope that more things will be good bahxx...

2007-12-29T22:11:00.000+08:00

seeing u suffer is heartbreaking.....

hope u will recover and get well soon bahxx...

haiz

skool reopening soon...

no mood of studying le....

emo-ing back again lo....

lol....

u r de only one who can change mi!!!

pls let mi see some changes....

pls pls pls.....

2007-12-22T22:03:00.000+08:00

jus now i was walking in the rain....
feeling the rain drop on my head.....

suddenly i don knw y i felt so lonely....
u all mus hav tink that i am crazy...
but i hav no choice as my mind is very confuse....
i hav an umbrella but i don wan to use it....
i was tinking wat else can i do for u ??
hav i not done enough???

maybe i love u too much le bahxx...

i am very very tired.....

the love is like one-way traffic....
you qu wu hui.....

2007-12-21T22:18:00.000+08:00

todae i found that some of my friends wants to go to ite.....
haiz....i jus don knw y they wan to waste so much time to spend in ite??
They can work hard nxt yr and go to poly de mah!!!!
haiz....maybe they hav their reasons bahxx...

todae again is a boring dae....
as usual went to play basketball in the afternoon
and finally u replied my msg!!!!
i thought u forgot liao lo....
haiz...thn went to katong wit joa and elene buy school pant....
finally(2)i saw long time no see de elene!!!!
its bout 1 mth liao lo....i nebe saw her...

i don knw y suddenly i feel that since after taking the result...
all of us turns into another person liao lo....
hav some bu xiang de yu gan!!!
haiz....heard that joa and chek lim break liao:'(:'(
joa don sad ok!!!!
wish both of u still can be friends bahxx...
don ruin ur life becos of this....
life is beautiful!!!!

btw...left few hrs to dong zhi le!!!
wish all of u dong zhi kuai le bahxx...
feel that the daes nowadaes r going faster and faster le....
few more daes to take my first step into the sec5 classroom
and face the challenge of o lvl le...
saw minggui so stress i felt some fear sia!!!
haha...don misunderstood....i not saying ur bad things....
is my problem!!!i will change de!!
Hope that nxt yr will be my lucky yr bahxx...

i felt so confuse....
i donnoe y...
maybe i am jus tired le bahxx...
nid time to recover....

2007-12-19T17:18:00.000+08:00

wooohooo!!!!!finally!!!i pass my n lvl!!!all the score r unexpected to mi lo!!!
English-B4
Combined Humanities-B3
Math-B3
Science-B4
POA-A2

hais.....i wan my math to get A1 de loh!!!!!but hais...btw this is the first time i pass poa lo!!
haha...pls don tink that i am very hao lian!!!haha...but its the fact that i first time pass poa mah!!
i tink the marker marks my paper when he/she is drunk bahxx!!!haha...donnoe whether i am deciding to do ite or not leii!!!if i go i will take two yr to go to poly....hais..donnoe la...jus don tink bout so much first bahxx...going to malaysia tonight....so comments and tagboard will be reply late loh!!!

i would like to thanks those who wish mi gd luck and those who teaches mi during the exam period!!!is u all that gives mi confident de la....haha=DD

if u have any words wan to tell mi jus tell me bahxx
don keep it inside ur mind...
u will be very sad if u don do so....
i will be waiting fer ur words forever de!!!!

2007-12-02T00:05:00.000+08:00

haiz......suddenly feel that my friends r very far frm mi.....feel like a lonly guy or emo guy lo....

y suddenly this wk so many ppl gives mi attitude problem!!!i don understand....

have i done something wrong??
OR
u r taking mi like a clown??

really veri veri disappointed ='(

2007-11-17T23:41:00.000+08:00

haha...went to amk hub todae..walk the whole hub but nth to buy!!!haha...go shop the window again lo...hais...nowadaes onli can go out wit my bunch of bros and sis on wkend liao....sian...no more slacking daes for us liao...life is like that one...ppl say you qi you lou(got rise and got fall)..cant wait till the dae to get my result...=x...donnoe when that dae really comes...wat is my expression and reaction like lo.....

todae my bro finally reply my msg!!!when i receive his msg...i am veri veri veri happy de loh!!!!haha....hope that our relationship will improve in the future bahx...=DD

tml will be a busi dae fer mi!!!yeah...finally the busi dae fer mi is back loh!!!!yesh..mus fill my dae packly everydaes!!!haha...working more harder to cut dwn my weight as i todae ate many delicious food!!haha...3 more kg to go!!!and my 6 pack bodi!!!yeah!!!im coming.....lol

有努力就有好的成果
所谓
一份耕耘一分收获。。

2007-11-14T23:05:00.000+08:00

sorry to everyone that for the past one dae my blog de song cannot play!!!now can liao...u all pls enjoy the song bahx....

went to play basketball todae...bc finally change the basketball net liao....lol...i realise that my shooting skill have improve...finally found my mistake that i always very nervous when handling wit the ball when there is ppl guarding mi....hmm....this one mus change!!btw...my leg was kana hit by a soccer ball by some indian guys when i am laying-out the ball!!!hais.....so dao mei this few weeks....firstly my leg and hand when riding bicycle......secondly when playing basketball hurt my arms and now my leg again!!!!need to work hard to cut down my weight oso!!!

until now i still hav a kind of feeling that i will go to ite!!!hais...i oso don knw y...i don feel like going to ite!!!!i wan to go sec 5....i wan a good studying atmosphere lo...although nowadays going to ite is not so bad but bad is still bad....a bad school would not hav good reputation de lo...if i go ite..i oso don knw wat course to choose....at first i am aiming for engineering course de...but bao yuan ge said....u mus choose a course that u will be working in the future and u mus take that job that u are interested in...thn u will work wit joy and learn something meantime when u got obstacles....u will not giveup easily....but i still hav no aims leii!!!!hais...maybe i am too young bahx..lolx...

就算是不再流伤心泪
还有魂萦梦牵的深夜

2007-11-13T23:33:00.000+08:00

i don knw this post is been post for the seek of posting or not...i donnoe wat to write cause my mind is full of alot of things!!!too many things liao....mood abit dwn....pls forgive mi if this post is boring cause i have no choice....too long nebe post liao....need u girls to keep my blog alive....

i got a best friend which normally ppl call brother....recently i jus donnoe y ignored mi!!!the most cruel thing is i donnoe the reason y he ignored mi....pls give mi a reason...cause if u don give mi a reason....i don knw how to change myself to become gd!!!maybe i really hav alot of mistake....
got ppl say..having a mistake is good....but when u hav a mistake but u don realise it...u will be in deep trouble..

finally...o lvl is over!!!hope that all those who had sat for the exam would not have any yi han bahx...and hope that u will go out wit mi for the first time bahx...

因为太了解所以很伤心
或许是我想太多了吧！！

2007-10-08T23:29:00.000+08:00

yo everyone!!!!im BACK!!!!finally...haha...n lvl is over!!!the two wks of torture finally is over!!!!!hais...im not satisfied wit my performmance for my n lvl...i am really scare that i may ended up in ITE...hais...i wan to go up to sec 5....i wan to prove to other ppl that i can make it de lo....haha...hope that my dream will come asap bahx!!!!

haha....bought a new hp last wk!!yu hooo....haha...finally the speaker is louder than cyrus one de liao!!!!haha...jkjk la..hope this phone will last long to mi bahx!!!and hope joa and mok will last long oso!!!haha...let mi prove that teenager's relationship will last long one!!!!not like some of them!!!

wish all de ppl who is taking o lvl this yr de....gd luck to u all ah!!!!!do the best that u all can do!!don like mi...do liao then regret now!!!!its no use le loh...=DD

and hope that a new job would be introduce to mi asap!!!i need a job urgently....those who have jobs for mi pls pm mi!!!

hao le....i will stop here bahx...wait nxt time got more new things to talk le then i blog again lo...=P

2007-09-02T13:38:00.000+08:00

haha....this will be my last post b4 the n lvl.....its quite funny as i don knw y i am blogging here as firstly....i don knw wat to write and secondly....i should be studying for my social studies!!!!!hais...btw to ming gui xiao jie:haha....i post this because of u ok!!!!haha....jk la....wish u gd luck for ur prelims.......maybe i should talk bout some soccer match bahx.....yesterdae liverpool hav won 6-0 against derby!!!!haha....thats wonderful!!!!i am loving this club more thn i did previously!!!Its now sundae and i lsft two daes to n lvl!!!!my mind is rather complicated....full of rubbish things in my mind....thinking that i not suppose to think de thing....=(....hais......feel like crying again!!!!i am a weak boy.....(在风平浪静的时候我是一个超人，但是海啸一来我就是一个废人。)

i could not let my mind stop thinking and i could not make my heart stop aching....wat can i do!!!!can someone tell mi??

a picture of an ugly boy thinking of a gal.....

2007-08-18T15:01:00.000+08:00

不知道什么时候
开始喜欢这里
每个夜里都会来这里看你
你长得这么美丽
叫我不能不看你
看不到你我就迷失了自己
好想牵你的手
走过风风雨雨
有什么困难我都陪着你
直到天长地久
直到天荒地老
爱的路上只有我和你
music
不知道什么时候
开始喜欢这里
每个夜里都会来这里看你
你长得这么美丽
叫我不能不看你
看不到你我就迷失了自己
有时候你很调皮
总是让我着急
一颗心总是为你跳不停
只要一闭上眼睛
总有千百万个你
你的影子装满我的脑海里
不能够不想你
也不能够忘记你
总是在梦里一直看到你
多想对你说句
我是真的爱你
对我的心不要再怀疑
好想牵你的手
走过风风雨雨
有什么困难我都陪着你
直到天长地久
直到天荒地老
爱的路上只有我和你
music
好想牵你的手
走过风风雨雨
有什么困难我都陪着你
直到天长地久
直到天荒地老
爱的路上只有我和你

2007-08-16T18:51:00.000+08:00

yesterday after i sms u....i started crying:'(...i oso don knw y...hais...too complicated liao....veri hard to tolerate liao...hais...miss my guitar lesson becos of exam this wk......sianz....this prelim is easy but whatever i have revise or study did not goes into my brain...so i tink i did not do well for my exam especially poa.....btw i was happi that elene finally yuan liang buan tong liao...thats the way mah...frenz y wan to become enemy???wat for sia.....btw tml still got skool...hais....so many ppl hab ask bout my MSN display name...i jus wan to tell u all...stop asking mi bout it already....i wont ans u all de loh....u all jus see my facial expression thn u all knw liao...i try veri hard not to emo le....but when ever the moment that i sitting alone by myself....i will think of many things lo..hais...thn i will listen to ai cai zhi dao tong-huang yi ning.....maybe u all can go try out this song...not bad quite nice....and quite gd to make u cry!!!!i knw u all mus be laughing at mi...y a guy can cry after the sms!!!!!!but maybe i am crying for joy bahx....nobodi knws....lol

Loneliness, I place next to my heart
Plant a little sadness over it
Even the stars will not get to spy on it
A dark silent night I seek......

2007-08-11T18:32:00.000+08:00

this week is quite an exciting week lo...but also spent alot of money on many things!!!haha...
monday
took my first prelim paper...quite disappointed as i hav not prepare fully for my social studies...
haha...also quite happi as i studied the correct topic that came out on the paper....after that went to the airport wit chek lim,cyrus,joanna,calvin,elene,yeming and fookyou...haha...we go there to study...do u all believe???haha....
tuesday
haha...no skool for mi!!!!!cause that dae is chinese paper so i no need to go skool loh....went shopping wit cyrus,calvin,elene,joanna,jaslyn and yeming to tm to shop for red clothes...haha...although i hab liao but i still pei u all go shopping u knw!!!haha....mus thx mi ok....
wednesday
went to the skool and celebrate national dae....haha...this yrs activity sucks!!!!haha...i only like the choir that sing the national song's part lo...haha..btw sorwie yeming...i used the national flag to scratch u and u kana bruise...haha...i did not did it on purpose lo...sorwie...don cry ok!!!haha...thn went to century square wit buantong,cyrus,calvin,elene,joanna,jaslyn and yeming to shop again....haha..i bought a new belt!!!haha...happi...i aim it for a long time liao worz...
thursday
haha...went to dong hua ge de house in the morning....thn after a while go to giant wit him to buy watermelon...haha...btw congrate to dong hua ge finally have his own house liao worzz....haha..thn about 3 plus went to meet joanna,jaslyn and yeming at simei....thn went to city hall wit buantong,cyrus,cheklim,jaslyn,joanna and jaslyn for a long long walk......haha
at night went to marina square to watch firework....this yr's firework is fanteastic loh...having a gd night wit u all....haha...wish singapore a happi 42nd anniversary!!!!(i knw its abit late liao)
friday
went to peninsular wit buantong,calvin,elene,cyrus,cheklim,joanna,jaslyn and desmond to shop thn after that went to bugis to shop...haha...i find my self this week like siao one sia...haha...go round singapore to shop!!!!
saturday
todae hais....went to tee hou house to play games and come back home thn nothing to do liao....hais....i realli don hab the mood to study sia....hais....maybe because of u bahx...

to u---im really sorri that to make u feel more worse....sorwie...although u said u did not blame mi but im still feeling bad bout that...sorwie to u!!!!:'(

last time when i watch a drama serious...i felt so lame that y a guy would give all his money to a gal he like which he does not knw he had been cheated by the gal....but after lots of things happen to mi for the past few weeks....i felt that he did that all because of love and loving someone does not hav any reason....u would do anything for ur love ones no matter how lame the thing is......:'(

2007-08-05T21:05:00.000+08:00

haha...long time never blog liao worz...haha..its like every wk i am saying the same thing..
this few daes i no mood of studying although tml is my prelim liao...hais...tml leii but yet i haben rmb anything and nth goes into my mind...btw i wan to tell one person that i knw u tell mi its veri hard to forgot about that thing but pls try to forget it as i don wan everytime see u so sad and emo...haha....i knw sometimes or everytime im emo..but i will try not to emo liao...haha...tml prelim thn after tml there will be a veri long break for mi until nxt wk liao....so any one wan find mi go watch movie or go out...feel free to do so ah!!!while stock last...
haha....but if u ask mi to go out...i will reserve the place for u wan lo...haha...u knw wat i mean...
for those who taking national exam de ppl...i wish u all all de best....and hope u will not tink so much !!!!=DD

2007-07-28T11:44:00.000+08:00

haha....its been a veri veri long time since i post a new entry..haha....this wk got alot of things to do and alot alot alot of remedial!!!!!!!haha...everydae reach home bout 6 plus liao!!!hais...two more mth to suffer......btw this few daes alot of things happen....alot of relationship problem that i hav saw frm my fren!!!y suddenly a pair of gd frenz can became so different because of 1 phrase....hais...the gal does not hav the courage to face the boy and in the other hand the boy is so desperate for the galz.....somemore this two person is my best frenz loh....'tu ran jian'i felt life is so complicated!!!!especially in relationship...hais.....y relationship got so many problem...and i hav not yet talk to u this whole wk!!!hais....tinking of u lo......but i hav no courage to tell u....i scare later the situation will become like thats!!!hais...my head is going to explode soon....hais..fook you..i am going to be ur succesor of becoming an emokidz!!!!haha...i hav left one more wk to my prelim...but im still not in the mood of studying!!!!i still hab some racial harmony pics haben put in my blog so maybe tonight or tml i will be putting it bahx!!!
wish all the n and o lvl pupils can score for their prelim as Mr Te hav said ur prelim score is the best thing to show how well u can do for ur national exam!!!=(

爱一个人好难！！！

2007-07-21T15:24:00.000+08:00

yo i change my blogskin again!!!!haha.....long time never blog liao sia!!!!this few daes very busy...busy wit skool work....almost everydae reach home bout 6 plus liao....fridae is racial harmony dae!!!!haha....i hav some pictures that can share wit u all...haha....if u feel that its ugly thn don look...haha...got alot of my act cute pics!!!!enjoy=DD

holding the sword that belongs to tat ming...

my nu er and mi......

belle and mi......

ah lian and mi......

joker(one) and joker(two)

haha...still hav alot more pics that i hab not taken frm my frenz...

maybe i take liao thn post again bah....haha...thx alot to all my frenz and brotherz..

without u all,the daes in skool are black in colour!!!!

真心话

2007-07-21T09:49:00.000+08:00

早晨醒来身上沾了颜料
而画笔还握得很紧很牢
阳光中你仍静静悄悄
在画板上看着我微笑
几乎每天梦到散着步和你聊
有一种幸福和美好
我感觉得到却捕捉不到
有时候让情绪很糟
感动明明塞满胸口
却说不明白
我爱得多么澎湃
只愿你能看得出来
喜欢你想爱你想说真心话
我只有深情但请你收下
我只有痴狂却不懂得方法
把我心里想的怀里有的清楚让你看吧
喜欢你想爱你想说真心话
路也许还长但爱已出发
我也许太傻却一点也不假
会永远体贴永远守约你肯让我爱你吗
想看着你闹陪着你笑让我爱你吧

emokidz.....

2007-07-15T18:08:00.000+08:00

hais...this few daes i hab been tinking alot....donnoe whether wat am i tinking of...haha...i guess
emo-ing again bahx.....my prelims are coming...but i don hab the mood of studying but tinking of
alot of (things)....hais....this whole wk in class i was doing nth sia....as i am sitting at the back of the class and near the door...keep looking out of the door....donnoe doing wat.....my mind now is very confuse!!!so if this post is boring...im sorrii...jus click on the cross at the top right hand corner if the window...thats it....i knw that u r also very emo....tinking of him....hais...y alot of ppl which comes to my age will get emo or having alot of problem???especially my batch!!!alot of my frens r having relationship problem!!!!hais......

爱的故事

2007-07-12T19:06:00.000+08:00

人生就是为了找寻爱的过程，每个人的人生都要找到四个人

第一个是自己,第二个是你最爱的人，第三个是最爱你的人，第四个是共度一生的人.首先会遇到你最爱的人，然後体会到爱的感觉；因为了解被爱的感觉，所以才能发现最爱你的人；当你经历过爱人与被爱，学会了爱，才会知道什么是你需要的，也才会找到最适合你，能够相处一辈子的人。但很悲哀的，在现实生活中，这三个人通常不是同一个人；你最爱的，往往没有选择你；最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的；而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的，只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。你，会是别人生命中的第几个人呢？没有人是故意要变心的，他爱你的时候是真的爱你，可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了，他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你；同样的，他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你。当一个人不爱你要离开你，你要问自己还爱不爱他，如果你也不爱他了，千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开；如果你还爱他，你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐，希望他跟真正爱的人在一起，绝不会阻止，你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，就表示你已经不爱他了，而如果你不爱他，你又有什么资格指责他变心呢？爱不是占有，你喜欢月亮，不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里，但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间。换句话说，你爱一个人，也可以用另一种方式拥有，让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆，如果你真爱一个人，就要爱他原来的样子─爱他的好，也爱他的坏：爱他的优点，也爱他的缺点，绝不能因为爱他，就希望他变成自己所希望的样子，万一变不成就不爱他了。真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的，你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏，你都希望这个人陪著你；真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守，也就是没有丝毫要求。毕竟，感情必须付出，而不是只想获得；分开是一种必然的考验，如果你们感情不够稳固，只好认输，真爱是不会变成怨恨的。你呢？找到了第几个？茫茫人海中，你遇见了谁？谁又遇见了你？

wo de yong qi

2007-07-10T20:36:00.000+08:00

终于做了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃

爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里你的真心

如果我的坚强任性
会不小心伤害了你
你能不能温柔提醒
我虽然心太急更害怕错过你

我的秘密

2007-07-07T23:18:00.000+08:00

词:方文山
曲:周杰伦
☆不能说的秘密电影主打歌

冷咖啡离开了杯垫我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前在我脸上依旧清晰可见
最美的不是下雨天是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 oh
回忆的画面在荡着秋千梦开始不甜
你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡
哈哈！！！这个歌词是short的version，
将就疑点等我有了长的version才post bah!!!

weekend...

2007-07-07T00:04:00.000+08:00

haha...yeah!!!!!!!!its weekend le....finally sia...haha...btw i had my english oral todae and i tink i hav done well frm the teacher facial expression i could INFER that i had done pretty well...haha..i was so bored in class todae...maybe because todae hav four lesson of english todae...i see the ms sultanah de face until i fell asleep on the table...haha....but she is a gd teacher which care about student.....thats wat i felt about her....she had help mi in my oral alot...ai ya lets not talk bout skool la...hais got alot of hw...i see until i don knw wat to start 1st loh...haha....paramesium...i heard that u tml veri free hor...maybe can ask mi go where la...thn if i free i can accompany u mah.....haha...jk la...u confirm got ahem ahem pei ni de mah...hor???haha........who wan to jio mi go out better be fast hor!!!!!!haha....now got sale......btw mh....y u never put the pic of the guy going into the water one???hais...wasted loh....
i will try my best de......

chinese oral....

2007-07-05T18:48:00.000+08:00

haha....todae is my chinese oral exam...felt veri nervous as i seated there at the chair outside the commerce room....suddenly the teacher turn to mi and said"Tan Eng Teck"is ur turn already....i hav five minutes reading the passage....as i was reading i saw the guy infront of mi which is chek lim came out of the room and he said he had finish!!!!at that i was like huh????so fast????haha...then after five mins..i went inside the room and the two teachers were very kind but the only yi han for mi is i did not read well for my passage and hav many words i donnoe how to read..hais...

I jus cant get off that feeling.......

Three more KG...

2007-07-04T19:26:00.000+08:00

haha...went to skool todae and felt veri tired....don knw y maybe i still sick bahx...hais...i mus recover b4 my chinese oral tml!!!todae donnoe y almost all my teacher were on medical leave...don knw wan to be happi or sad???I hope the one who let them take mc is not mi...btw y huixian out already??hais...her singing veri gd leii=(...hope she will be able to fan shen....haha...i hav a gd news to share wit u all...haha...actually not a big one la..jus that i hav loss weight again!!!now im 61 kg liao...weeheee...three more kg to goooooooooooooooo!!!!!and i hope that i can do well for tml oral and for those whom i knw and hav encouraged mi b4...let mi wish u all do well in ur oral also...haha..=D

I am emo again.......

sick...

2007-07-03T10:10:00.000+08:00

hi everyone...this few daes felt very lazy and sick so never put any new things in my blog...btw i did not go to skool todae worz..hais....that means i will be missing my math lesson which i can practice my paper 1 skills!!!hais...btw paramesium,u no need tell my teacher lo...my teacher will knw the loh...haha...went wit dong hua ge to watch transformer last sundae..haha...its a nice movie..it tells us that in this universe,its not only human that appear,it also hav alien and robots in other planet(we never knw)..haha...the rest of the story i will not tell as if i tell somebody wans to go and watch the moviwill be meaningless liao....oh btw i will be having my MT O LVL oral this thursdae and Eng N LVL oral this fridae...so feel free to talk to mi this few daes...haha
gtg liao....alot of things to do cya u all when i free bahx..=D

Things can be easy when u simply say YES...

yeah!!!

2007-06-27T21:25:00.000+08:00

haha...todae i went for my inter house basketball tournment....guess wat??i got first in the tournment!!!!hahahahaha.....i am so happi as it was my second medal in two years!!!!
haha...todae is also quite a boring dae!!!!watching the BNSS Idol singing in the stage and feeel like slping...haha...Not because their singing is bad but i don hav the jing shen to listen....Btw su=ihui and elaine...haha...well done worz!!!!
haha...gtg liao worz...tml got sch..maybe fridae or saturdae thn i will update this blog bah!!!

no time....

2007-06-22T23:57:00.000+08:00

haha...todae went to alot of place...first went to parkway parade and thn went to east coast park...thn went home....haha...thn after dinner i went to tee hou house play ps2....haha...jun hui de soccer skill not bad worz...but hais penalty lose to mi!!!!!

Parkway Parade

haha..actually wan to finish my homework todae wan..but bbt and fatty call mi go there...We go there meet thou and it was the most enjoyable moment that bbt broke the hammer record in the arcade!!!!haha.....and thou and weewee played battle gear!!!

East Coast

spend a long long time walking frm parkway parade to east coast park....We went there to the arcade and wait for somebody and they eventually late for 1hr!!!!!!!=(haha...so follow fatty go buger king and see him eat....lol......

overall.....i tink that todae i don knw wat happen to mi...haha....don knw y spend so many time outside my house which i suppose to spend the time to do my homework!!!!haha...nvm bahx..i still hav two more daes to enjoy...i will definitely be burning midnight oil todae until veri late!!!so feel free to approach mi..haha..when u wan to talk to mi!!!=)

new look

2007-06-21T22:05:00.000+08:00

yo everyone!!!!
this will be my new look for my new blog...
i don knw this skin fits mi or not..
feel free to leave some comment to mi...
haha....btw feel rather stress todae....cause skool going to reopen liao but my homework still haben finish...hais..y the good moments everytime pass so fast one....i onli left one more mth
and thats all...its the start of my prelim already!!I don wan to be like last yr that i hab to take retest btw this is n lvl so lian retest oso don hab....i really need to bak up in my english cause my english stardard is like "ban tong shui" means half fill water in chinese...haha...still hav three more days to face the new english teacher-ms sultanah(i tink i spell wrongly)..i am rather sad that ms feena hav left us...hope that ms feena would not be so stress when she left BNSS...
ok bahx..this is my new look and hope that i could oso start afresh to my studies for those who read this blog hope u all enjoy ur holidaes-the daes left are not much liao...=D